WE ARE GREAT

its that emothional ,its that feeling u cant even imagine without LIVE experiancing that mwa7ada ENERGY FLOW comming throw sha3b masr starting throw your toes to your raging burning brain, when u feel liberated when u feel that kind of freedom , freedom we missed for a long time ,
now i really can say that "انا بحب مصر" and the better part that feeling of "انا بحب شعب مصر"i cant write a world without noticing my tears, i realized that we are GREAAAAAAT ,i had that happiness i havent felt for a long long time , may be i never experienced that kind of happiness ever , that happiness where eltkshera doesn't leave my face and i cant count thoughts in my mind , i really cant go along that enormous flow of emotions by writing so im random,
i feel sympathy for negative people i had seen today ,and i only tear when i get that photo in my mind ( -ve VS +ve people as i realize that -ve people are really close to me,)


SHA3B MASR im impressed ,, when i saw the ragest power in the smallest little girl i'm impressed ,when i saw the wa3y "sakafi w deni w watani " in the simplest people im impressed ,when i saw that "nazra mow7ada" nazreet 3azima , nazret sah3b egabiiiiii im impressed , all who had missed today im sorry for you but you still have that OPPORTUNITY , we all are going to sacrifice all what we have to get 7ORIAA..

TRee2 EL5tr "edya f gyobi w albi yndrp"

Narcissism i cant get over it yet i said im gonna be talking about people in my life but here i am for the last time ,

i remeber when i used to be the STAR it was unbelievable ----are you talking shit i dont know you! mt-hreesh 3la den abona :) __ im talking about that great feeling when everybody can identify you without being able to touch you they only watch and dream ! when you standout the world , when you are the STAR--

you was A star im a star too you may recognize my p*n*s-
-tol 3mrk aleel el2db i have been always on fire , my early days my starness was that i was shatoor in the school w b5ls el2weel f hset elemla2 :)

i was the first who argued with teacher ,then the first who refused to be hit  by the teacher (in our scoop), then for a long time i was the star in kicking guys asses i was the strongest in my age i used to defeat guys 2 years older than me in rest.. after that my starness was my 5na2at w sha2awa , i was very adventurous actually i miss that , after that being a rebel and getting my ass in many problems , then kest elen7raf , then being shee5 then my flame etafa , then i came back with a fake one when nobody in my age saw wala benj wala maganess before wana bahrt el3alm kolo bel benj wl mganess :)--
-haha tezak ent welmganes bt3tk -
--beside my starness is sport which was really beautiful and i suffered with it much , early in my life my tennis couch  used to call me  "falta :)"  he would say to all the team who's much older than me in training take a step back and watch omar , it was my talent <3>, then a handball goal keeper its great

im not organized but i remember when i was intentionally funny f dars Mrs magda cause there was that girl i loved to see her smile ,

i really dont know where my sense of humor has gone, damn it i was funny!! (:,

fi dars ahmed youssef i was always running the show he was a rude person who disrespected every one but me and some other girls , 
i remember that shiny eyes looking at me admiring my boldness,

i liked being creator where everyone uses your creation without even knowing . once i was really good at math w zaki fsh5 f3ln mesh 3rf elmwdoo3 d ra7 feen :),

i really love that moments when you really feel that you are in love with your self ,your the best one in the world nothing na2saak rather than that is really dangerous

i dreamed of a machine i held it with my both hands then FLY....... , i cant describe that feeling im about to cry (: ,

---great but most of what u said is a fake kind of starness --
-i know im just making use of it, im getting back on track..  on the right track im going to be a star,, to be a STAR , everyone was born to be some kind of a star , i like that song "anything but ordinary " but its the last choice, if u cant,, die !!

ahh starness is not a word :)

OH

kshkooli

space ask about anything ,is it the rules, is it the language, is it the world or its just something we don't know or we even don't think about?

every day it supposes to be easier it becomes more complicated,,

may be its simpler than we ever expected.. who knows! when its powerfully there but why its not that simple to see.. to actually see to believe to love .., why whoever we are we cannot avoid human nature , why at some moments of ur life you cannot notice anything in the world but your breath and all what you are thinking about is "is that normal"..

why at some points we have alot of whys,and other times we have not any ..

why it looks like en ana bahrtl :)

stability, is it good or bad thing,, i just don't like.

im not talking about risk but do we accept the granted or only what we want or 0 ?

there something about tense i really love i hope to be always using it

one last wish: i hope to understand what i wrote tomorrow even not understanding will be better will be great 2 days ago :)

(note for myself: do not write then write)

i will lease writing about myself for a wyl, and start righting about people in my life .