Anticipating depression

That thing i spent years trying to figure out..!

 I watch people getting this obsession every single day .. It's like a disease , i think now i have an idea about what is happening ;  people have a lot of dreams when they are young , as they are getting older some of that dreams come true  and the rest starts to fade away one after another , and the amount of time it takes is directly proportional to how stubborn you are ,

after the last dream is gone you feel lost , nothing to do nowhere to be "john mayer:)* so u start looking for a new dream an easy one but this one it is not your own dream , you are dreaming about getting   something to dream for u ,, sounds easier.. 

We were programed like that at a certain age we start looking for the most suitable mate to continue the great sea of sand by being just a dot ,, i'm not against love or marriage they are really beautiful .. They are the miracle of life ! But they are not the Life .. 

Just keep your own dreams don't let them fade away :* 

life ! you see where you are going and you can do nothing about it , even if you are a doer.. even if you have done what you always wanted to do , its an equation! no body is happier than the other , but the thing is who feels more fulfilled , last words were absolute bullshit